The journey of our fetus....

...just for keepsake...:)...nanti kut2 nak track back memory lane...

When I found out that we are pregnant, it was already 5 weeks..:)..


.nampak karung saja..doc ckp..'not enuff urine..next time..don't pee!!'..

..the thrill of pregnancy (sickness) has arrived!! Definitely tiring..but i enjoyed it...MC for 1 week..

..this was when I had 39°c of fever...it worried me to death...syukur...the doc said..the baby is in a good condition...I cried when I saw our baby's lil limbs...got mc for 1 week...

...i still couldn't feel the baby moving...until..probably in week 20...its hard to scan the baby's pic at this time...doc said that the baby was actively spinning around...emm..tak rasa la pulak..no wonder I was so tired all the time..

Its weird to start talking/singing to your tummy every day and nite...feels funny...but...as what I read ..this is the point where we have to start communicating with our child...first step of teaching your child...entahlah..still feel awkward though...

Every mommy has worries... My main concerns are all about defects and diabilities...especially Syndrome Down...I asked these to the doc everytime I met her...how to find out and how to prevent....well so far...Alhamdulillah..the doc said there weren't any defects found...BUT for Syndrome Down you wouldn't know until the baby comes out...doa & tawakal je la...she said...Well there's a test that we can do...but syukur...I don't fall into the big risk category....so I will not have to take it....am still praying and praying for the better....

Well..that's about it!...I am enjoying every minute of my pregnancy...even though some people..cakap...'tak nampak pun..pregnant..'...apa-apa je la....till our next jot..daaa

The Motherhood of the Traveling Pants...

..ni pun utk memoir saja...gua mungkin tak dapat sumbat balik dlm jeans2 gua skarang....gua suke pakai skinny jeans...dahla skinny..tapi pakai jugak....straight cut jeans doesn't look nice on me..nampak saggy....

Memandangkan gua paling selesa pakai jeans..gua beli maternity jeans ni…1 suar dah cover byk baju...Discount 50%..okla tu..nak beli mahel2 pun..pikir byk kali…pakai kojap yo….

Our baby steps begin...

Mr Shan ngan gua had this simple but nice wedding which cost less than RM 15k for both tempat... That was certainly memorable and we had extra ka-ching2 lepas kawen...Ala kadar punye wedding but well-planned...

That part kite bole plan...but how about having babies??...ibu gua dah pesan...jgn sekali2 niat nak merancang...gua pun tak pasang niat...tapi...gua at the same time tak pulak beria-ia nak beranak; masa awal2 tu lah....TAPI...

After 5 months..it definitely strucked my mind...lagi pulak..org duk tanya...dah ada dah ke...yela..baru kawen kan....gua start freaked out...byk gua fikir....bole ke aku beranak ni..badan kecek camni.....hmmm..

Gua start usaha gua...antaranya:

1. Surf and read a lot...

...dalam surf2 tu...gua jumpe email Beth Kiley ni...sesape nak email dia...bole request kat gua...Beth ni dia ada buku...tentang org yg susah nak hamil....idea2 beth ni gua jadikan as guideline.....

2. Keep track periods...

ngam ngam pas 5 bulan kawen...gua keep track period...Kenapa kena keep track?...sebab...nak tahu...tarikh subur sebenar...lu orang tau tak...kesuburan masing2 ni...berbeza....dan...subur tu..cuma last 2-3 hari saja....:)

Ada yg kata...betul2 pas last day period...ada yg kata...hari ke-14... dengan keep track mcm ni...baru la tahuuu...

3. Software..

tadi kat atas...gua citer pasal SUBUR kan...ni salah satu cara wa dapat detect date subur gua... gua guna software nama FEMTA..try google..FEMTA ni...pastu bole dload trial version...nak crack?...huhu..hello hello gua later aaa...

lepas...simpan data utk 4-5 bulan...baru korang bole analyze dan nampak pattern kesuburan tu...haha...agak2 dah tau bile...kasi pulun baekkk laa...

4. Acid Folic

...acid folic ni sebenarnya salah satu vitamin B saja...kalau tak silap dia membantu dalam penghasilan tisu2...gua start consume acid folic ni...2 bulan sebelum tarikh gua pregnant...Mr Shan pun gua suh makan....eh! jgn gelak..lelaki pun digalakkan makan utk tujuan yg sama...tak caya surf kat net...Folic Acid ni murah je...bole dapat sebotol for RM 5 kat pharmacy.....

5. Doa & Tawakal

yang ni paling...paling penting...dulu...gua bile solat..cuma doa...'Ya Allah kurniakanku zuriat yg soleh dan solehah'...tapi lepas lepas tu..doa gua lebih spesifik dan lebih panjang...usaha dan doa serta tawakal kite jangan tinggal...ada org kata...eh jgn kira...tak baikkk..hmmm..itu pendapat sesetengah orang la..tapi bagi gua...itu salah satu usaha gua...kalau pegi Gynae pun...dia akan kire jugak..baru 1st session dah beratus2 ringgit...

....10 bulan...

Alhamdulillah selepas 10 bulan berkahwin, Mr Shan dan gua dikurniakan rezeki yang dah lama kami nantikan...Lepas ni dlm blog gua...gua akan cerita sedikit sebanyak tentang pengalaman 'hamil' gua utk 4 bulan yang lepas ni....tujuan dia tak lain tak bukan...sekadar

• berkongsi cerita
• memoir remembrance...itu sahaja...

Lagipun utk 4 bulan yg lepas ni...doctor kata gua suffered from Morning & Evening Sickness... Ya Allah tuhan sahaja yang tahu kekuatan gua time tu....

Harap sume orang doakan baby ni selamat and wish us well for our parent hood journey....

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