...."My full name has six letters. The first one is M. I pick up things. What am I?"....
I woke up today, went straight to the computer and did my morning habit - internet browsing. Today I browsed: s.e.w.i.n.g. My mother was lying on the bed behind me, observing me and said, 'If you don't have the interest, don't do it'. I just responded lightly, 'If we don't try it for the first time, then how do we know that we don't have it..'..My mother just smiled.
I never knew I would love doing programming works. 15 years ago, I met somebody in an airplane talking about computer programming and a week after, I applied for computer science in a local U. Its a love after marriage. I didn't have my own personal computer for the first few years. I always wanted to be an architect since primary school but my future steered in a different path. I am wearing 'software' every single day now. That proves the point.
After I got pregnant with my first one, my maternal instinct grows. That starts steering me to another different path now. Its been 4 years now and the instinct keeps on growing. Life balance is a keyword at the moment but the balancing part is very painful and tiring. My love to my work is not dying and at the same time my love to my family keeps on growing, and it grows vigorously day by day now.
I know that I can't be a plain housewife. I'm seeking the probabilities and opportunities in everywhere. It won't happen now, but who knows if my 10 years plan works? InsyaAllah.....
and the answer to that question is....MOTHER...
